I died a while ago....

Dear Alex,

I died a while ago, though you probably know that by now. I don't like having to say that I died. It doesn't feel right, but it's the most appropriate word I can think of.
I remember being flung through the air, I felt like a bird, except I wasn't flying on purpose. I didn't feel the impact, but I remember the world going dark. I heard voices beyond the static. But they were only mumbles, inaudible, I think you where mixed in there somewhere. For a while the world was dark, but it it wasn't black. It reminded me of this time in art class, where I had mixed together a bunch of paints and got this strange black-ish blue. That was what the world looked like.
I couldn't move, or speak. I think I was in a coma.
I faintly recall hearing one thing I could understand. "She's never going to wake up." everything else after that was just gibberish.
A while after that, the world went from static-y blue to black. There were no voices. A light had appeared really far in front of me. Maybe a hundred feet or so. The black was frightening, and the light felt warm, so I walked towards it. I don't know what happened when I walked into it, but now I'm here.
I don't know where I am, exactly. I don't want to call it heaven, because earth seems more like heaven right now. I don't want to talk about this place too much, because I don't want to spoil the surprise.
I don't like it here. Everything is so unreal. It's like living in a dream. It's too colorful.
I hope you're not too upset about me being gone, because I'm not really gone. I'm not with you, and I can't reach you, but I don't feel dead or gone. Just lonely. I wish you were here with me. We could play video games and watch movies all day. Drink sweet tea, and stuff.
There's an ocean here, so I stuffed this letter in a bottle and set it afloat.
I don't know if you'll ever get this letter, but I hope you will!
I want you to live your life. Get married to Jose, have tons of little kids with long curly hair, grow old, and live to be a grandma.

I don't know how long it'll be until you get here, maybe a really long time. I'll wait for you though.
                                                         Love
                                                           Lyric ~